Saturday, April 4, 2009

H for Homelss thoughts



I really don't know . . I seriously have no freaking idea , I'm Lost and a second later I'm found again ! Strong 90% of the time . . vulnerable the rest 10% of it . . I wonder how can I be so careless . . I can't feel the flow of time anymore . . one day I'm laying on bed all day long . .and the next I'm doing things
I never Knew I'd be doing . . I wouldn't say that I've lost , , no I know deep inside I won . . I don't regret losing her, I never felt more peaceful . . they say " Tricked me once shame on you; Tricked me twice shame on me " totally lost the meaning of friendship . . everyOne I have is a class mate apparently -.- coz I choose 2 keep them this way ! I choose to stand alone . . and strong ! Like 3asha says . . a Queen always stands in the end . .even without her king !

So I have a week break and nothing to do . . god now I wish I can drive . . can u believe it ? Me ? Drive ? behind the wheels ? I'm too much of a lady that I don't know the name of our car :P I'm bored . . and free time gives me too much issue to think about . . which ana fee 3'na 3nha ! but I'm sure every Scorpion relate to what I mean . .

So I'm applying to a job and getting my ICDL this week , , Pray for me . . yeah I know I'm only in my 2nd year in university but this job is different . . u have 2 reserve your place years & years before :P . .
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4 comments:

  1. simply.meApril 5, 2009 at 11:28 PM

    momty el 3azeeza .. !!
    what u posted is totally what going with mee :S
    but after 2day i changed every thing .. exams r on the way so am trying to 4get evey thing n concentrate on my studies

    & i hope u get that job * cross fingers* ;**

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  2. NApril 6, 2009 at 12:50 AM

    awwww my precious daughter la 5la o la 3dm !
    Like mother Like daughter <3 :*
    Good for u ! I'm so proud of u !
    and praying for u !
    u can do it :*
    I believe in u 7yatee

    <3 u :**

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  3. super-sonicApril 6, 2009 at 12:04 PM

    I know how it feels.. you know to feel like "everyone you have is a classmate".
    I can relate to that because I too lost or became distanced with nearly all my bestfriends. Just proves that nothing lasts forever and nothing stays the same.

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  4. NApril 6, 2009 at 2:35 PM

    Super Sonic

    [became distanced ] a great way to put it to words !
    I feel you ! Maybe u r right . . if nothing last what's the point ?

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