The fact is I am myself's worst enemy . . I know that but I choose to neglected . . I stopped Caring on the things in me that is difficult to fix ; such as my health . . and Started to focus on the things I can accomplish like being a straight A student . . I don't mind being a Nerdi as long as I am a nerdi with Class :P
Sometimes I think that I am blind , not being able to see how smart and extradoinary person I am ! But again if I was really Lucky I wouldn't be lost in the maze of my matured mind ! Life taught me that being a good honest girl who puts everyone's needs before her own . . is nothing but a loser . . Because those days " البشر صـار يـأكلها البـشر " I never let anyone gets that close to me . . no matter how much friends I've got . . I am scorpion so I'm very hard to understand . . and I do learn my lessons very well . . I do admit that I've let a friend to be that close to me to the point that my back was an easy target since we both exchanged full trust . . after that I've grown to be a heartless Lady yet a very warm one . . Nothing hurts more than the betrayal of a friend . . I don't think I'd have been that hurt if I was stapped by a lover . . but again . . I am a different person than most of the people I've met . . & I got to say I had my share of unique people . . to the point that I stopped worrying and desiring to belong . . I just figured out that people like me don’t' really belong . . and what is wrong about that ? I am just special . . which is a good thing :D coz that makes me interesting on some level and One of a kind . . ~
I'm sorry if I sound like I'm full of myself but I am not . . If I was. . I wouldn't call myself to be the "Enemy"
Sometimes I think that I am blind , not being able to see how smart and extradoinary person I am ! But again if I was really Lucky I wouldn't be lost in the maze of my matured mind ! Life taught me that being a good honest girl who puts everyone's needs before her own . . is nothing but a loser . . Because those days " البشر صـار يـأكلها البـشر " I never let anyone gets that close to me . . no matter how much friends I've got . . I am scorpion so I'm very hard to understand . . and I do learn my lessons very well . . I do admit that I've let a friend to be that close to me to the point that my back was an easy target since we both exchanged full trust . . after that I've grown to be a heartless Lady yet a very warm one . . Nothing hurts more than the betrayal of a friend . . I don't think I'd have been that hurt if I was stapped by a lover . . but again . . I am a different person than most of the people I've met . . & I got to say I had my share of unique people . . to the point that I stopped worrying and desiring to belong . . I just figured out that people like me don’t' really belong . . and what is wrong about that ? I am just special . . which is a good thing :D coz that makes me interesting on some level and One of a kind . . ~
I'm sorry if I sound like I'm full of myself but I am not . . If I was. . I wouldn't call myself to be the "Enemy"
Ps: Photo taken by : anja
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