I for Ironic :D

Life is really Ironic ; Like they say { shr al-blyah ma y9'7k } Honestly most of the time I'd say Life is nothing but a sick Joke , But eventually I come to realize the Life is just a big university where every Lesson u are taught actually matters , every test u endure is a life or death choose .

There is this book that someone suggested me to read called " Thinking outside the box " Should I really read it ? Thinking [ INSIDE ] the box is giving me hard time to begin with . . should I make it any worse ?

So I've been thinking for a while now that " This Lady " needs a new fresh beginning ; and maybe that's all I need . . to wake up tomorrow . . Do a different hair style , apply for the position and drink this big cup of coffee and just start over , Love the university that I always hated ; ndure that stupid doctor , care for my health , and maybe and I say "Maybe" I'll give people anthor chance . . and be friendly as I always been . . just this time I know for sure . . that it will be different .

H for Homelss thoughts

I really don't know . . I seriously have no freaking idea , I'm Lost and a second later I'm found again ! Strong 90% of the time . . vulnerable the rest 10% of it . . I wonder how can I be so careless . . I can't feel the flow of time anymore . . one day I'm laying on bed all day long . .and the next I'm doing things
I never Knew I'd be doing . . I wouldn't say that I've lost , , no I know deep inside I won . . I don't regret losing her, I never felt more peaceful . . they say " Tricked me once shame on you; Tricked me twice shame on me " totally lost the meaning of friendship . . everyOne I have is a class mate apparently -.- coz I choose 2 keep them this way ! I choose to stand alone . . and strong ! Like 3asha says . . a Queen always stands in the end . .even without her king !

So I have a week break and nothing to do . . god now I wish I can drive . . can u believe it ? Me ? Drive ? behind the wheels ? I'm too much of a lady that I don't know the name of our car :P I'm bored . . and free time gives me too much issue to think about . . which ana fee 3'na 3nha ! but I'm sure every Scorpion relate to what I mean . .

So I'm applying to a job and getting my ICDL this week , , Pray for me . . yeah I know I'm only in my 2nd year in university but this job is different . . u have 2 reserve your place years & years before :P . .